читать дальшеIs there ever really a right time?
You had led me to believe someday you'll be there for me
when the stars above the light,
when you weren't so consumed
I kept looking for the clues
so I waited in the shadows of my heart
and still the time was never right.
Until one day I stopped caring
and began to forget why I longed to be so close
and I disappeared into the darkness
and the darkness turned to pain
and never went away until all that remained was buried deep beneath the surface.
A shallow of what things could've been
tired bones beneath of them
I've guarded secrets out your frame
sort of thing I never knew
you were searching for the words, for the moment to emerge
yet the moment never came
you couldn't risk my fragile frame.
Until one day you stopped caring
and began to forget why I tried to be so close
and you disappeared into the darkness
and the darkness turned to pain
and never went away until all that remained was buried deep beneath the surface.
I would scream just to be heard
as if yelling at the stars
I was bleeding just to feel.
You would never say a word
kept me reaching in the dark
always something to conceal.
Until one day I stopped caring
and began to forget why I longed to be so close
and I disappeared into the darkness
and the darkness turned to pain
and never went away until all that remained was buried deep beneath the surface.
© JOHN PETRUCCI